I am sitting on a plane, which is flying from Boston to Los Angeles.
Here are my thoughts.
I am moving to California. A few months ago, I posted a photo of my arm online. On my arm, I wrote a date and time with words saying “at this moment, I knew I was about to discover something BIG.” I am one step closer to discovering what that is. Before my flight this morning, I was at home (wow riveting). I was calm about making this life change but I also kept telling myself “this is fucking crazy, what I am I doing?”
A few weeks ago, I realized that I am not afraid to seek out what I truly want in life. I am not someone who waits for tomorrow to come in order to do what I really want. Despite not being afraid to follow my dreams, I am terrified of what I will do once I have them. Leaving for California was easy, but being away from home will be hard. I know for a fact that I need to spend the next 3.5 months of my life in California before visiting my family and friends again.
When I went to visit California before moving out, I sat on a roof top one night overlooking the ocean. It was an unreal scene but I had none of my close friends there to experience it with me. It felt so amazing and so empty. I will hate California at first, but I know I will grow as a person
When I left my friends, I said to them, “this is not the end, just an intermission.”
I don’t know what I am doing, I’m just going with whatever happens.
Sidenotes:
1) I am listening to a new playlist I made which is the title of this post.
2) I might post about how I came to realize I belong in California and why I left everything I know to go there.
3) I’m thinking about starting a music blog. My goal is write about new music I discover and how it fits into my life.
4) I cannot wait to take my photography to the LA streets
5) I’m going to start shooting video and making little edits.